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Monday, September 25th, 2006
7:29 pm	goodbye well i'm leaving and it's been harder than you thinki have no idea how life in the big smoke goes 'cause willunga waldorf has been the only school i have ever attended and to be honest i'm just a bit scared of it i mean i was so happy and peace full and everything was great but now i don't know i don't think everything will be great i mean i'm completely different to these guys. xoxoxox roxy p.s. goodbye (kiss) Current Mood: scared Current Music: making my way downtown (Comment on this)
Friday, September 8th, 2006
7:25 pm	something on my life ok so on msn right i'mm predending to have an evil twin and i'm talking to grace and shes predending to be darren and he(she) promises to help me overtake human kind if i help him(her) get layed. just thouhgt you should know. so my life ay? well nothing much has happened lately thats why i haven't been entering anything....................... seeya i'm bored and i do what i feel roxy xxoo Current Mood: chipper Current Music: arctic monkeys (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 19th, 2006
8:37 am	IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! i can't believe it's finally i''ve been waiting like all year shame i have to share it with bo though well i got to go to dance tata :D Current Mood: excited (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 6th, 2006
10:38 am	the snow is great OMG! i love the snow i just got back yesterday from my camp at mittagundi at first i was like "im going to die here“ because they made us hand in everything from the outside world apart from cameras and our fashionable clothes . but wait theres more ill right out every thing i did during the camp: sunday : arrived in the afternoon at mittagundi freezing we all headed towards the fire then towards the kitchen where they had anounced hot chocolate we scoffed that had seconds and then headed back towards the firewhere we met our soon to be ski instructors tim and cracker(steph) they talked to us about mittagundi then tim gave us grand tour of what would be our home for tomorrow and when we got back from the snow and then we made our home in the cabins boys in the mountain cabin and girls in the river cabin i forgot what we had for dinner but at that moment i realized i would be going vege for the week as the only thing they ate was red meat . monday: morning came oh so quickkly but i could not complain as i didn't know what the time was they invited us to come and milk the cow but i stayed in the backround and watched, i wasn't in the mood for touching a cows udder as it was probably about 4:30 in the morning , this is where i met richard the cow not bull a cow thats right her name was richard. i then ventured back towards the cabinonly to find alll the girls under wear spread out on the floor while they tried to choose which ones to wear that day i quickly escaped to the main room which was about half a kilometre away and sat down at the table waiting for breakfast which turned out to be porridge we didn't even get a choice whether or not we ate it my problem with this is that it makes me feel sick and the milk is full fat milk which also makes me feel sick so i made what would be the the first of my many squiming faces towards breakfast, shovelled rolled oats into my mouth and sat by the dead fire to listen to the going ons of that days ,i was to be venturing into the depths of the bottom paddock and tearing out an army of bushes with my warrior tool called a pick until lunch time .for lunch we had about three hundred pizzas most of the food going into isaacs mouth then up to the gear shed we travelled to get what you might call sixties woolenn jumpers with a mix of wholy pants we had dinner and went to bed after singing songs around the fire tuesday:pretty much walked all day carrying everything on my backfreezing my arse off got to macs hut set up camp and had a goodlong complain about everthing until i fell asleep and had the worste night of sleep ever got up had porridge squimmed and complained a little then got my pack on and ventured onto the road that leads to the best time ever“rasberry hill" skiid all day then went back to macs hut and died no not really just fell asleep a little (Comment on this)
Monday, July 24th, 2006
5:23 pm	umm for once i have nothing to say this is just an update on my life for all those who have not been involved in it for a while........ well so far today i've been in a very i repeat VERY forgiving mood i've gone so far as forgiving the dreaded darren honey you are also very forgiven i love you:D mandy has gone the horribilist teacher currently living and i'm happy, happy as can be calmly though.(don't know why) this is my last term at my school willunga worldorf school and i might also be moving out of state :'( not according to the rest of the world though they wont let me thank god i don't want to go hide me so that i may stay close well thats all for now ooh and i just want to say to all those school lovers that i know WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL:D(please don't hurt me) ciau rox mwah Current Mood: calm Current Music: walls by the red paintings (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
6:55 pm	WHATS WRONG WITH ME? i'm sorry i was angry i fucked up badly but i guess we all did not you though zeo you didn't do anything wrong and i'm sorry to honey even though i was angry please i really want to talk to you about this and zeo i hope we can still be friends. i'm back now so i'm looking forward to sorting out my life before i left all i wanted to do was escape and never see it again but now i'm ready to face the music and deal with it honey your right your mum probably has nothing to do with and you can have a relationship i'm really sorry please forgive me XXXXX000000000000 Current Mood: embarrassed Current Music: where is the love by the black eyed peas (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 16th, 2006
9:51 am	alice springs the indigenous people here are so beautiful i want to photograph them but i dont want to be rude or seem racist so i wont........much . im having a really lazy time here i havent hardly done anything but today we are going into the desert im really into that i cant wait its freezing here it gets below 0 in the morning and at night brrrrr oh milos got a live journal now if you wan to check it out its milo_g its pretty funny well i think anyway sorry zuz i cant think of anything else to write about so itll have to be a short one ciua roxy if you know who i like let me know Current Mood: energetic (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 10th, 2006
2:19 pm	alice springs im so excited a whole week in alice springs with my sister her man and my almost two year old nefew peter i cant wait to see the bush even though its just over the fence its a great cliff that almost looks like a great sea cliff but its not its so far away from my beautiful beach although its not that long ago i was near it anyway im here now with my nefew on a mini for whell motorbike I WANT ONE!although i might squash it ive always wanted one you can here him squealing now yelling "miwo miwo" translatio"milo milo" and saying things like haer for hammer but he can say screw driver really good but lets see um i hate airoplanes so much they fed us mingy little biscuits but at leaste there was coffee look at me im raving on about flight food. um............... we gave peter a toy train set and hes been driving very skillededly around it god im happy im never happy well when im making entries its weird i love the country so much i might live out here for a while when im older zuz d'you wanna come? ive made a courier change ive made plans i want to start a clothing shop called common people and then when thats up and running ill start a cafe im not sure what to call it though well ciau for now mwa to all Roxi(K) Current Mood: amused Current Music: oppotunity by pete murray (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 2nd, 2006
9:11 pm	blah SCREW THAT IDEA Current Mood: PISSED OFF (Comment on this)
8:24 pm	OVER PROTECTION Im at my bros party and as you should from previouse entries they are my friends to so they are at the beach im not coz im not aloud to mums says because its milos b'day but i know shes just trying to protect me god its like i cant leave the house with out a twenty minuet lecture about whose who in the world and then another thirty minuet lecture about what im wearing GIVE ME A FUCKING BRAKE.i think this is where i keel over and dye from to much motherly . this sucks i cant even think straight i think i need to talk to some one like liam i think i will well good bye Current Mood: angry Current Music: couldnt care less (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
9:20 pm	i had a fight with jim i didnt mean it but i hurt him and im sorry ive bin crying about nothing and its scaring me i want to stop but i cant everythings depressing lately i dont think anyone likes me anymore my brother doesnt want me around our friends so i have to find new ones which im probably not going to do until everyone hates me which they will soon enough but i dont care because ill leave the school and ill never have to talk to them again and zuz if your comment something like you cant compare to misery then dont because this is where my problems come out into this journal so if you dont like dont read it.why do people have to judge me its not like it effects them . Current Mood: crying Current Music: missy higgins- they werent there (2 Comments |Comment on this)
9:13 pm	im so stupid it seems that i cant do anything right im so fed up with this why cant you just except me how i am if i want to hug some one except and im going to take jims advice im nnot going to fuck about what you think i was having so much fun at first but then as soon as i started making real friends like jim and gabe i feel like i cant because everyone thinks i love them Current Mood: aggravated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 29th, 2006
8:42 pm	screaming shits i dont know why i did that subject but i like it anyway im going to do something that my friends did. 1.im avoiding you but i shouldnt be i shouldnt care what everyone thinks 2.you are the greatest i hope we can become great friends for ever you have been so nice to me 3.im sorta jealous of you but ill keep it to m,yself i know you dont like me that much but i really want to stay friends with you 4.i hate you im glad your leaving the school 5.your such a good friend i should treat you more kindly and not show my evil side so much 6. i love you im in love with you so much but im scared to tell you in case you dont feel the same way and that would be weird since we see each other all the time 7.your the greatest friend is alli can think of and i shouldnt push our freindship 8.your a distant friend who i still love as a close friend 9 your a crazy girl who goes at her own pace you go girl Current Mood: apathetic (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
7:08 pm	loveness well as long as every one thinks im in llove with jim im going to have to lay low which is going to piss me off it seems that if you are be friends with someone you also are in love with them fucking hell get a fucking life i made friends with someone i use to hate then i slapped him he called me a bitch then slapped me harder i now again hate him our destiny seems to be to hate each other which is fine as long as he never makes me cry, brakes my heart or uses me again i will try to avoid him as much as possible it also seems i cant stay without falling for a friend of mine i cant help it i feel guilty because i went out with identicle twin brother but theyre completely different. zezalli told me to write more so i will ,um................... just so you knnow the greatest guy in the world is damdadadam gabe he is the best guy ever but i dont love him just so you dont jump to conclusions like last time i decided to make a guy friend . sorry but i am so pissed off 'bout that i want to fall over and cry which i probably will because i cant stop crying well i hope thats enough for u zuz bubi Current Mood: do u really want to know (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
8:46 pm	cry im crying ive reduced myself to tears ive got my head phones in but theres no music im so sorry it just came out its just emotion fuck i hate being a teenager . Current Mood: crying without music (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:01 pm	technoligy is a piece of crap i cant even burn a fucking cd . i feel like everyone around me doesnt want me around and they just ignore me and i even think they talk 'bout me behind my back even though i havent done anything honesly i cant take this world why cant i just be excepted for who i am msure i hang around with people a little more than i should but that doesnt mean im in love them and want all there attention ive made some really good friends so i should be able to go see how there doing sure im younger than them but that doesnt mean i should be treated like an immature person that doesnt understand about deppresion and love god i have a life that includes them as well treat me like someone please im going to brake down and cry soon ive gone through stuff to sure im happy to talk to you about your problems if you just would ! you make me feel stupid ,immature,excluded,unimportant and a measely piece of shit .all i want is respect all ive done is been nice and listened to you all .so if you cant do that thanks for being my friend anyway . Current Mood: angry (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 12th, 2006
6:47 am	um yeah um i dont why im on this i have nothing new to tell you bibi Current Mood: blah (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
4:43 pm	i hate it im falling 4 one of my bestest mates i dont want to but its happenin and its sorta scary coz i think he is to but maybe ill b like zezalli and just not let it happen . falling 4 a guy is hard to avoid but it ruins most friendships and in the end u just end up curled up by urself crying and confused . i lost one of mi other bestest mates if there is a word 4 a male slut his it and hes fucked up if he thinks he can dis me and think that ill just laugh everytime and let him get away with it its not cool to almost reduce people to tears and treat a friend like he did to me and if i had any regrets it was that i kissed him and thought he was kinda cool that he liked me .FUCK YOU DARREN. Current Mood: fucking pissed off!!!!!! Current Music: rock n roll queen by the subways (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 2nd, 2006
4:14 pm	um not much hapening llife becoming so boring Current Mood: nothing as i said Current Music: every you and every me by placebo (Comment on this)
Friday, April 28th, 2006
2:16 pm	to scary to live omg my brothers friend likes me and i think ill pass out and zezalli if your reading this it's bo try not to scream it's way to scary for words but ill try and write it down but i dont want this to be happenning Current Mood: scared (3 Comments |Comment on this)